Monday, July 23, 2007
I will finally lull away in a moment of peace and contentment when an aporetic neuron misfires in my overactive brain. All of my emotional attachments jumble and intermix yet again. My mind's lucidity is challenged as I frantically skim the history of my moods and experiences, searching for new concepts out of a storm where no one answer seems more correct than the others. Uncertainty, the rudest of awakeners, faces me, and I cannot direct myself to flee from its demoralizing presence. Attractive and devastating, we are now eternally intertwined. Damn this live reprogramming!